&&her pen says the words her mouth can't begin to form.

So, my dad gets drunk all the time and does stupid things, so last night we got in a huge fight, so he told me to leave. I did. So, yesterday was THE WORST day of my entire life. I wish my dad didn't treat me like he does. It's very upsetting. I wish.. I wish I was enough for him. I hate living in an environment where I'm not sure if I'm going to walk out wishing I was dead. When I'm at school, I'm away from it all and I can relax. That's why I say dumb stuff because I do at school what I can't do at home. Amanda moved away and it hurts when she's not here. I wish I could see her every day because it's hard. She's my BEST FRIEND. <33. So, I'm not sure, but I think my mom is saving up money to leave my dad. I don't know, but when your mom keeps a ziploc bag of money in her trunk, it tends to make a person suspicious. >_< .